| so... i guess i should update...
school:
it sux. lotsa crap that i gotta do before i graduate. being a senior's awesome tho, with all its priviledges. since i'm sure no one really from my school actually reads xanga, im gonna talk about all the annoying shit thats goin on... being class rep is gettin crazy... sum people just like to bitch and moan over tiny ass things that really dont even matter. bleh, as much as i hate to say it, my class is pretty retarded. people do stupid shit to cause issues - so much unnecessary drama.
so i kinda realized this year that my friends who i thought were good friends aren't really. don't get me wrong - we're still on good terms and all but we're just not very close anymore. When i look around at our table during lunch, i don't feel close to anyone i see. Its so stupid that i'm realizing it now... it kinda sucks. I think it's cuz the school creates so much stress on people that they dont wanna hang out at all. that's prolly why ive gotten closer to the boys in my class. theyre so much more chill.
i also hate the fact that im associated with "the asian group." true, a lotta my friends are asian, but seriously, i dont hang out with them outside of school... except for linda. the only way i am possibly associated with them is cuz i sit with them at lunch. sssssssoooooooooooo annoying.
boys:
as much as i hang out with them, i get bored. im so ADD that i can't even finish listening to someones sentence. I think there's just so much going on in my head... stuff at home, drama, annoying things... i need to find more people who can actually hold my attention. also, charity ball dates... bleh. it's a mess. theres sucha shortage of guys that im thinking of importing some.
damn this thing turned into a minor-league bitchfest. cuz u know my potential. actually, this wasnt horribly mean. oh well, i think im gonna go now cuz as much as i had hoped otherwise, my head is still a mess. |
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| so... mel left for college today.
im sad.
it's ok tho because i'll see her on saturday. anyone else coming? |
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| my dog's humping his stuffed animal. yeah... kinda awkward.
anyways... school's alrite. kinda sick of it already tho. i already found myself falling asleep in history and english.
i got a 50 cent raise at work. lol.
UM labor day weekend? it might be a party... |
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| maaann... good birthday. big 1-7? thought it would blow cuz of sum stuff, but a lotta good people came through and made it totally awesome. thanksssss.... |
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| ||EDIT|| oh yeah i forgot to write: i got a phone. so call me. 313 303 0764. btw, school sucks.
SHoot. its been a while since ive posted... but i felt it was vital for me to make a taf post. cuz its tradition and all.
Taf was pretty damn awesome this year. i actually really didnt wanna go cuz there wasnt gonna be many GENERAY-SHUN members in youth. i think the fact that i didnt have my usual buddies made me more outgoing and willing to get to know people. i ended up talking to people i normally wouldnt have approached, and i made a buncha buddies and such. i know, so lame.
TAF crushes. haha theyre interesting. shall i announce mine? maybe later. most people already know anyway. but... im supposed to go unpack now. let the depression start. 
I MISS U ALL! |
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